It just occured to me that I had a blog. or rather, I HAVE a blog. It is been long since i updated it. Amazingly, much as technology has changed so much that the "in" thing is now facebook, sometimes, you just feel and like to pen down your thoughts which facebook doesn't really allow as it will meant disturbance to your friends or becoming listed as a "high" profile person.

Owells, the sudden thought to pen down my thoughts could be because am feeling rather stressed up these days with the upcoming tests and exams. By the way, I am currently in year 2 already. One year has passed since I last blogged. Or was it more than that? :) Whatever~ It's amazingly that I still remember I got a blog, and it's interesting to see how many friends out there are still blogging. It's really nice that they do, to see their persistence in penning down their thoughts. Well, maybe, I should update my blog, probably for a few sentences once in awhile whenever I feel like writing something down or even to vent out my feelings. It could have been a quiet avenue to do so?


saranghae!
ajar !

Hello everyone!

Well, this holiday has been quite hectic again.

1) Met up with my primary school tuition friends to watch ALVIN & the chipmunks.

I watched it with CANDICE, XINYI and ZENGJUN. Wow! It was a surprise to see how zengjun has changed drastically. If he were to walk past me on the street, I can hardly recognise him. He said the same thing about me too. Well, I guess his change was more drastic. As for candice and xinyi, we had met before once during my academic weeks. We made a pact to meet again before year 2009 ended, so we met on the 30th. Nice time yea? Too bad Leslie and edwin couldn't make it. I foresee we will meet again. I miss their company. x) The show was nice, but the company was nicer! ^^

In fact, I was amazed by the knowledge of ZengJun. He can crack jokes without laughing himeself. Or maybe, it just doesn't seemed hilarious to him, i guess? Anyway, it strike me awhile, probaby I should have chosen Poly instead where once gets more exposed to the outside world. I still feel like a baby, ignorant of certain things. Or maybe, I should try more ways to upgrade myself. By reading a book? Time to increase my knowledge! ^^

2) watch AVATAR with my cousin.
I watched 2 movies in a week. WOW! Next time, I should try a movie marathon. I watched " AVATAR" (3D) with my cousin. Oh my gosh! It's indeed the best movie of the year. I simply love it. Be it with 3D or 2D, it is a MUST WATCH movie. The graphics and the storyline are good. It is quite touching. It portrays humankind who attacks the Na’vi, in order to pillage their nature resource. The touching part is where the Na’vi defended fiercely to protect their homeland. The whole show actually suprised me with an injection of a little humor, especially when "JAKE" (the main character) tries to integrate into the lives of the Na’vi. In fact after watching it, I want to live there too ^^ To see how the trees and grasses that lights up beautifully in the night. I emphasize again its a must watch movie. <3

3) Met up with some 4A friends to attend Jeremy and his bro's birthday party

Well, we met up at the SK jewellery store in JP to buy jeremy's bday present. When Cherie saw me, she was damn excited that we screamed and jumped! haha. And the guy's reaction were quick, they just turned around and say" lets go!", totally ignoring us! Well, it was such a long long time since I last saw cherie k? Two years, I supposed. It was nice and glad seeing her again. The gals ( me, cherie and xingyi) were watching the guys doing the shopping. It was a weird experiece, i say. Normally, the girls do the shopping. So, it was eye-opening to know that guys actually shop like the gals do. There was a temporary short role-reversal.=D

Anyway, the party was fun. We were practically chit chatting throughout the whole party. Nice catching up with each other! After which, there was a "show" for us to watch. The show of how the guys are going to "play" with the birthday guys by making peas with wasabe and pouring flour. ( seems abit childish la.~ haha.) But, owells, since they are all soon 20 years old, I guess there is no harm playing games that we play before as a child. When you grow up, it just seems that we are restricted from doing alot of things that we could used to do when we were just a child. So, let's just relax and play. ^^ I am also looking forward to the next 4A gathering at fongzun's house. It was already quite sad when I missed it on the 26th. =X

Miss the good old days~

4) Garang Guni Save the Earth event with CAC FOC commitees.

Well, another canvassing event held by CAC FOC. I only got linda as my only subcom who went to help out. thanks loads for your heart and sweat. ^^ The garang guni event was indeed tiring , I must say. But, I am quite happy that we managed to get quite a great deal of money with everyone's effort. I got teamed up with yingming, trent and boon chiat ( i think ). It was surprising how people keeps certain stuffs in their houses. Sometimes, we really got to carry certain heavy objects. Thanks to the guys for helping and lessening our workload.

ALRIGHT. ITS late. I must go. see you! Recently, I have been sleeping quite late which is absolutely no good! =X
NIGHT

Ok. seriously, I think I am going to lament and complain down here even though its MERRY CHRISTMAS TODAY!
So sad. Because I am feeling so sad that I am so broke can?? I need tuition job!! And I mean it! =X Ok. Let's pray that there will be opportunities for me to earn some income. I need it to support myself and my family too.

PRAYING in progress. =]

Hello everyone!

Its been a long time since I last blog. Hopefully the change in my blogskin will give me the mood to blog again ^^. And, i seriously need some blogging to practise my writing.

Anyway, holidays was finally here. I used the word" was" as it means that it is going to be over soon. And, I am now greedy for more holidays! Doubt the holiday was really well-spent for me as I was typically slacking throughout. Well, what was holiday for if it wasn't for slacking? Then again, it will mean that I have to work really hard when school reopens.

Talking about school, academically, I don't think I have been doing quite well. Before you come to University, everyone says that " Alevel is the hardest obstacle in your life, when its over, you will be in heaven in Uni". Just to announce that to me, that phrase was really a lie. The pace of life is much faster in Uni, and please don't slack too much. Not too overboard though, like me. Hoping to breeze through my life during every tutorials and lectures and it turned out that I was seriously feeling very stressful during the exam period. So, pray that I have learnt my lesson and work hard for my next semester. xD

Well, my holiday schedule have been quite packed lately. Recently, there was like a lot of meetings and canvassing events with CAC FOC Main comm, as well as the senior camp we organised for our sub-comms and last but not least, my 07S07 class chalet and the F6 girls' nightout in HX and my dorm. Yippee! I love holidays. SLACK~

Let's get the pictures to do the talking alright? ( Finding it abit lazy to type)


The main commitee of CAC foc before senior camp. xD


A clearer shot.


Yingming and I ^^


Lingyan and I when we were together at a station. (acting cool) People said I looked fierce. I find it funny though.


Stationing at a very colorful station. I really like the camera used to take this photo. The image resolution is superb!




Yeah. I like this pic. Cute BIG DICE. XD



The main com PROGRAMMERS. People I work closest with. haha. In the middle is our "ah pa" and "ah ma", as well as their 5 beloved daughters and a son in green over there*. The rest are extras added into the family. Opps! hahajk


The whole main comm plus sub comm during the senior camp.

Guess that's all I have to say about senior's camp. can't divulge too much game information. haha.

Next up I guess is the 07S07 class chalet which happened rather recently.


The four of us who specially prepared the food in a very special place.


Well, it looks gross. But, still edible I guess. There was no cases of stomachache or anything. =X


Kudos to aaron for being the Mr BBQ of the day. Haha. All food was specially "cooked"by him. Thanks loads. :)


The main organisers of the chalet. huili and wenfang. thanks loads too. :)Or else the chalet would not have occured.=]


The hungry people...


A photo full of sausages or rather "xiang chang". It was sweet and delicious. ^^ At first I thought of getting it at the supermart again. Then I realised that the sausages were not sweet originally. But rather, were sweet due to the extra honey topping added by -youknowwho-. I guess I have a sweet tooth for sweet stuffs. ^^


Nat erhem, did something?


F6 except one is not there yet. haha. can you guess who?


The class gals all singing together! I forgot what song was it though! haha. xD But, we seemed cozy here.


Slacking in the room~


And then, there was a short gift exchange. =]


Kaixin with her "BEN YANG" AKA stupid sheep. why is it stupid? I don't know. But ben yang 's mum was surprisingly Sita. haha


benja looks like a baby here. haha. xD cute right? lol


Bryan and Nat had to do a fourfeet ( is that the correct spelling? )called"7 wonders". But, i guess the picture has just shown "one wonder"?


And then we played " circle of death" where we have to do a four-feet of drinking lots of drinks if we lose. Ultimately, it is a game of revealing who can last their bladder longer. And it goes to......



mr kokyao!!!!haha bravo!


and there he have to drink again. Apparently, the only photos of people required to drink the water was HIM.

=x


Last but not least, going to end off with this lethargic photo of us early in the morning! xD

OK. I guess if you want more photos, see facebook. I am really a very lazy girl to upload photos here. haha.

Will try to update asap.

I know I am going to miss out on my secondary class outing this sat. Really miss them loads. We haven't met for YEARS!! sigh. If the fate allows, I think we will surely be able to meet up again. Stay HOPEFUL ^^

Meanwhile,
ENJOY THE HOLS!
MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE!

HELLO everyone!!!

I guessed it has been a super long time that I blogged. But, thanks for visiting ( for those who tagged) despite the fact that the blog seems to be dying away. HAHA.

Anyway, I realised that I need to resume abit of blogging habits as I seriously need to vent some emotions here. ^^ Anyway, alot of things has happened recently. Well, there is an 06 outing with my secondary school friends, F6 outing to celebrate kaixin's birthday at Orchard Ion and the (CAC) cultural activities club's freshman orientation camp held during late July. But most importantly, my university's life has started!!! What a great thing to commemorate, isn't it? Owells!!

So, what shall I start? I guessed I can talked alot in this post if there isn't any time constraints. Well, university life has just started for the past one week. One thing that I realised was that I have been sweating profusely in university compared when I was in JC or when I was giving tuition( where I walked a few bus stops to the next tuition class just to save some transport fees =X) It is really quite big, you wouldn't want to walk up and down the North-South Complex alot of times and the weather is super hot. haha. Anyway, Huixin and I are hostel's roommates!!! Although we lived quite near to the university, but we just want to experience a taste of living in a hostel. ( at least for a year, i supposed) Well, the first week of hostel living was quite okay except for a few bugs flying around. (The view outside our hostel is actually the forest.)Anyway, if you want to visit our hall, yes you may! But, be prepared to do train your stamina first as to reach our room, you need to walk a really long flight of stairs. We lived in the 6th floor!!! (-.-")

Academic- wise, I think it is really tough despite the common saying that an undergraduate life is very relaxed. Well, I hope this feeling of it being tough will only be temporary. The professor's lectures are really not as good and clear as my JC lecturers. ( which makes me really missed my JC's lecturers and teachers! )In addition, we are learning new stuff in chemistry. The hybridisation of water and nitrogen is giving me a headache as I still can't visualise. The biochemistry was quite okay if I go back and revise my A'level biology notes. I guessed alot of independent study is required and you got to keep visiting the library to print notes.haha. Sometimes, i really pity the photo-copying machine. They are really " working hard". =D Anyway, kudos to me!! haha. No matter what, I still hope I can conquer over the difficulties faced. =]

That's all I have to say for my current university life. =]

As for the CAC FOC, it is really great! But, I would like to elaborate some other time with some unglam pictures too!! haha.

So, i guess this is a short post. Hopefully, I will have time to post again! Anyway, "FITING " ( korean language) to everyone in whatever you do!!

-signed off at 12.15am sunday ( a day for relaxation? =x)

Well, I finally went to the tea session on saturday. I met up with Linda who was also admitted to the same course as me as well as her friend, fenglan who was also from JJC. Well, it was quite nice that they got fresh shuttle bus to bring us there and the people look friendly. I was surprised to saw Michelle and Jasmine from S8 and Chingkang too. There were quite alot of many people there. The professor gave a welcome speech and stated all the competitive part of the school. We were also given a tour around the place. They filled us with details about how new the school was and how up to date were the equipment with some costing millions. The labaratory was marvellous. I mean, back in my school JC days and sec school days, a class of 30plus pupils were to share a fume cupboard while over there, you got to have your own cozy fume cupboard to perform your experiments. The fume cupboard looks very new too, framed with a sliding "door" and white polishing. Linda and her friend seems to be amused by the fact that we could learn forensic science in year 1. She told me about how her friends who learned forensic science to gather fingerprints using powder.
Well, although the whole place looks really great and new and the professors seems more than willing to teach us and give everyone an opportunity to shine, I just feel that I can't feel myself becoming a chemist and working in a lab in future. However, if there are not many other options, I think I will just accept fate. I do agree that being a chemist actually opens up to a great variety of job and you can switch to another line in future. So, what matters is obtaining that degree yea? I think I need to start loving it. Biology cannot be my option as much as I love it, because I find that my path will be limited.( I don't dare to experiment on animals. =[) It can only be learned as a knowledge and not a career. SIGH. Hopefully heaven will present a miracle for me ^^ I do wish everyone will do well too!!! Whatever the path lies ahead, I think everyone will still have to move on. So xuelian, start loving chemistry!!! C double-bonded to O is back again!

haha.

Other than that, on saturday, F6 finally got a GATHERING !!! YES, I MEAN GATHERING! although sita was not there with us.=[ Thanks to huixin for organising it. Well, it was a belated birthday gathering for natalie. ( Opps! Her birthday was actually very looooong ago!) haha. Hopefully she doesn't mind and I haven't passed her one more gift. Anyway, it was really nice meeting up! I mean I miss all of them! We haven't laughed like crazy for years months! Although I have to leave the group for awhile to attend my Japanese lessons, it was nice that they waited for me to rejoin. However, when I rejoined the group , I realised that they are in a deep state of laughter. okay. I really like laughing with them till your stomach feels pain. Anyway, we had JIA XIANG MIAN for dinner. It was quite nice. Somehow, whenever f5 gathers, I always have this feeling that everyone is looking. So, when they accompany me to the NTUC to buy some groceries, we did became the centre of attraction for a while and also at MAC. =X Well, hope to meet up with them again! And, I awaits the class outing and other events coming up! =D Got to have some life ^^ Perhaps I think this month I might have some social life kicking in. Missed all my friends. =D take care.

Hello!

I guess it have been a super long time since i last blogged. Reason for it, hmm. The first reason is that I think I will blurt out all the sad things that happen to me and the second is that perhaps I have been too addicted to facebook game- Restaurant City. Thirdly is that I don't know where to start. =X

Alright. Updates.
=]

Sadly, I haven't recieve any offer from NUS. They did called me up for a discretionary interview. At first, I thought there was perhaps a glimpse of hope. But, I screwed up the interview. The interviewers seem to shoot some arrows into my heart. First, they asked me "So... you got an E for GP right? " (one shot in the heart) and I was needed to explain that. The second shot come from literature in english marks. And then , the worst is that the mistake came from my part. They asked me to give an example of the recent news except the swine flu. Oh gosh! Why didn't I read the news?!! There, I was stunned by this question. I guess even if I tried to blabber about my leadership qualities in school , I think they don't seem to bother about it. =X I don't know. I just hope these intuitions are wrong.Hopefully, I can be given a chance. =[ Seriously, I am really taken aback by the strong competition. I can't get into my first choice in NTU, and I regretted for not feeling the strong competition beforehand. Now, I feel abit lost about the future. The future seems bleak. My life seems to have alot of regrets. First, I regret not putting more effort in my Alevel. Second, I regretted applying only to two Uni. ( should have apply to all uni ) Third, I regretted not being prepared for my NUS interview. Oh, but life can't be full of regrets. Living regretfully is a horrible feeling. You can't feel happiness from it, it make you sink even lower. So, I tried my best not to think of it and let nature take its course. But, whenever the thoughts came unknowingly, it still haunts. Whenever I see students in uniform in the public, I can't help thinking that I need to tell them to study hard or else you will regret it like me. =[ But then again, these regretful incidents also help me gain some valuable lesson in return.=]

OKay. I don't know if I am paranoid or what.But, hopefully a miracle happens.I don't wish to worry my parents too. Although I got my last choice in NTU ( which I think I put it in without much thought), I think I should try to like it and see what is it like this saturday. =D Yeah. All the best to me and everyone who are still awaiting their acceptance. I think it is a long wait but we got to hang in there i guess. Nothing much to do but wait.

TADA.!

I am practically a "zhai nui"now. Cox, haven't really been intouch with alot of friends. The last friend that I met was Kaixian. And the last last friend I met again was also Kaixian. Just asked her how long it was ago, and this could confirmed that my social life is quite limited. Well, recently have been busy preparing my students for their exams. But, it is really scary. I mean , I think it is only when their exam dates are near, you realise that you haven't prepare them very much for the exams. I think I am even more worried than my students. They are in a playful mood while I was like very nervous when we are revising together. =X Okay. Again , I asked my friend " hopefully" to help. "Hopefully" they will pass their exams. =]]I don't want to be a bad teacher nor a teacher who doesn't help the students improve. But, mummy says I can't stress myself too much over their exams. Just like the 9pm show.=X

Alright. No more time to write on. Got to go and teach tuition. Hope to see everyone soon. =D

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